Eyes that won't cry, Lips that won't lie, Love that won't die...

A Normal Day But Filled With Sadness&Unbearable Feelings.

my 宝贝哥!


forever my only kor!




he's d one who dotes on me alot.
all this while,he has take after of me lyk his own sister.
no doubt we do make sarcastic remarks @each other,
but we knw that we dun mean it.
we're jus joking w one another.
he's also just lyk my real bro!
his departure makes me vry sad!
moreover once left is for 4yrs,a long partttt!
i rlly kant bear t see him go,
but this is something which cannot b chang-d~
moreover,he has a better aspect over thr.
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宝贝哥,great tks fr being thr for me all this while.
no matter hw naughty i was,u nv gav up on me.
whn im naughty,u do yell @me.
i dun hate u bcus i knw u meant well.
whn im good,u'd encourage me for d better.
this rlly warms my heart alot.
i've been always respecting u bcus i see u lyk my real bro.

i rmb thr was once whn i broke down due t some issues @4head.
u came down straight away w 宝贝姐.
i was even so reluctant t go hm,i jus wan2 see that 'someone'.
so yr both made d trouble t arrange fr me
&thereafter,宝贝姐 got u t carry me on yr back
as i was alrdy out of strength&hav got myself real tired.
w/o a word or two,u carried me on yr back
&brought me t meet up w that person.
every help i need,u will nv say no.
i rmb everything u've done for me!

i rlly miss u alot!=(
- yr singin,yr silly face,yr lame jokes&funny actions!
i rlly kant wait t see u again.
4yrs down d rd,pls dun forget this sister of yrs ok^^
we will b waiting fr yr return&t see u again.
tks fr d bday present u got fr me too.
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1st of sept is d day i hate most!}=
it was supposingly t b a mth of happiness fr me
as my bday falls on this mth.
but on d vry 1st day of d mth,someone so precious t me is leaving.
all nothing,but fill-d w best wishes&sadness.


hunny baby&i went t send 宝贝哥 off @d airport.
宝贝姐,ahma,aunt vivien&family was thr.
so was andy,zewei&his gf,kenneth&co.
i dint hav d courage t go initally,
but i still wan2 go bcus he dotes on me alot.
moreover this departure wld b for 4damn yrs!
this night was all filled w sadness&舍不得:'(:'(



FAREWELL KOR!:[

that image of 宝贝哥 entering d departure gate breaks my heart alot.
he's jus another precious of mine!
i jus cannot stop my tears frm flowing.
i want-d t hold my tears back,but i no longer can.
i cried&cried&cried lyk nobody's business.
tks t hunny baby,consolling me always.
he kept telling me not t cry as 宝贝哥 wldnt wan2 see us lidat.
but i kant,i let out all my tears after he went in.
i dint dare t stand near t d gate as i was alrdy crying vry badly.
i jus stood whr i was behind:/
that hug t 宝贝哥 @d airport was such a unbearable&hurting one:(
hw i wish that hug was jus t congratulate him or something else.
but that hug was d last hug jus before he leaves.
but of cus,i put in my best wishes t him too.
i can see d sadness in 宝贝哥's eyes too.
his departure is gonna make such a diff.

great memories of me,宝贝哥&宝贝姐 jus kant stop flashing back.
i cried&cried&cried&criedddd~
even back t d car,after we left t somewhr else,i still kant stop crying.
i jus cannot stop crying!:@
i only manage t stop after i fell asleep on hunny baby's lap.
i knw i was real tired frm crying by thn.
but all d sadness&tears came bak again after i woke up>:[
i knw it might sound exaggerating.
but im vry emotional,misses&tears fr me r vry hard t ctrl.
moreover he's someone i cherish so much tooooo~
hw much i wish time wld hav stop @those great times.
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i will rmb all d great times still anyway.










STEVEN KOR,
i will always keep u inside my heart,
&i miss u~
we will b waiting fr yr arrival bak,
best wishes&great lovesss!