woke up w a heavy heart, knowing tday will b day BabyBoy's leaving for Brunei.
*sighs.
wasnt really 开心 for d whole day, kept praying for this day nt t c
but BabyBoy jus cldnt siam frm it.
its nt his fault, he tried all means, but failed~
its ok, i understand BabyBoy, &i really do (!)
kept lazing on d beddie as i was really tired&nt in d mood.
BabyBoy tried all means t pull me out frm d beddie:x
as he dunwan me t 迟到 for sch. he still got t send me 回家.
got hm, prepared myself for F&B's presentation,
than BabyBoy drove me t 可以.
before heading t sch, this lovely boy brought me for my fav Chicken Rice.
he was abit rushing for time,
cus he's meetin Calvin @12.30pm t send him t work.
but he still make d effort t bring me for my fav 1st (!)
- tell me, teach me, hw am i suppose t let him l
*dampened mood.
rch-d sch @12plus, stayed till 6plus-pm.
BabyBoy came pick me up frm sch&head back t my place t get his stuffs.
went off t SengKang t meet up w Ahcai t discuss some stuffs.
while on d way, i fell asleep @idk when=p
- perhaps its bcus i always feel safe&secure (L) w BabyBoy ard~
wasnt really in d mood t tok t Ahcai.
therefore whatever he said t me, i shoot him back:x
*runs away.
sorry uhhhhhhhhhhhh, keke=p
headed back t BabyBoy's place for him t 准备.
afterwhich, we went t pick 猫猫 up 1st before heading t Calvin's shop.
while in d car, BabyBoy kept telling me nt t b sad, nt t cry.
bcus he say if i cry, he wld cry tooo~
he say if im sad, he'd b sad too.
he even kept emphasizing me t 照顾自己&b 乖乖.
as im always nt knowing hw t 照顾 myself,
不小心 knocking, hurting myself, even t d smallest stuffs,
forgetting t bring this&that along.
*giggles.
even momsy said, if my brain 可以 take out,
i wld also forget abt my brain for sure (!) -.-
i promised&force a s
my tears was thr, i so want t tell him my fears&
but i jus kept quiet, i dun
dropped by 2head as BabyBoy wanted t withdraw moolahs.
once he got off d car, i turn-d t 猫猫,
&i told 猫猫 i had a hard time controlling my tears (!)
there my tears fell):):
*feeling really sour.
猫猫 consolled me&st
arrived @Calvin's shop, pass him d carkey&left for our 晚餐.
cabbed t Changi Airport after that.
d cab we took uh, d drive damn havoc one ok (!)
he's machiam a havoc uncle cum racer.
he's really lyk those old uncle, in their 60s,
&he even said 'FCUK SPYDER' :x
*laughs.
but he's niceeeeeeeeee anw (!)
while we were arriving @Terminal2, BabyBoy said t me
' Bibi must go t sch ok? last term alrdy. faster finish it than 没有了.
faster pass can faster graduate mars. ok?
must wake up for sch also hor. &b a gd gal ya '
i knw his worries, cus im always a sleepyworm&lazy 公主=p
*hides away.
BabyBoy always hav t find ways t coax me 起床:D
therefore once again, tears controlled, forced a 甜甜 smile on my face
tgether w my promises, i assured my little BabyBoy.
arrived @Terminal2, all tears bottled inside started t emerge.
but still, i manage t put them down 'for-the-time-being'
met up w Nicholas, Kenrick, Leon&ChuanJian thr.
they came t send BabyBoy off too:]
*smiles.
( tks for coming! )
slacked ard @d Airport till 12plus coming 1am.
BabyBoy's campmate call t say that its time t enter d departure hall.
猫猫 acc-d me t send BabyBoy t d departure hall,
as Nicholas was eating @Burger King.
rch-d d gate&BabyBoy has t go.
he walked in slowly, turning his head back nw&then.
till then, i c
*heart sank.
i let out them all out&yes, i cried.
&yes, he saw me crying. im sorry (!)
that cute face of his faded slowly,
tgether w his hand bidding 再见 as he walk in.
stayed thr awhile more before 猫猫 send me t take a cab.
tks t 猫猫 for d company&d console ya(:
while in d cab back hm, i was crying still.
that kinda feeling in me is so undescribable (!)
@this moment while im typing this post,
im crying tooooo~
i jus cant s
*crys.
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BABY, IM WAITING FOR YR RETURN YA.
RMB YR PROMISE TOOO~
WIFEY LOVES YOU TRUCK LOADS (!)